Email excerpt

Just a little bit if the desert for ya. I can't decide which I like best the cactus or the palm trees...you can keep your fall leaf changes and the summer humidity, I'll keep the heat, the cactus and the palm trees.
This is a little excerpt from an email from my favorite nurse:

Long day today. I admitted an Indian woman yesterday from the ER. She had 32 home medications which were not written on the med reconciliation form and No allergy band on from ER. She went to the ICU at 0300 today for respiratory failure. I got her back not bathed, from ICU at 10AM. 25-30 relatives at her bedside. Well at 1820, after being in the room for the last 20 minutes of her life,the nursing supervisor tells the Organ donor bank that she is a white lady. Well,that fried me for some reason and I told him Hey she is no white lady she is Native American. I did not see her grandson standing nearby but, he stopped me in the hall and thanked me for correcting him. She would appreciate it. Long day.

Sometimes it's the little things...they can either make your day or just mess it up. The 32 meds not on the med rec form and the allergy band not on the patient from the ER will most certainly mess up your day. I find it happens a lot from the ER...all over the country. I know they are busy down there, I've worked there a couple of times but, they still need to be held to the same standards as the rest of us...just those little omissions can cause error.
Getting your patient back from the ICU without a bath or at least smelling like they got no bath seems all too common as well. Most ICU's bathe their patients at night but, I have run into some that don't get it at all...maybe it's too basic of a nursing chore for them...that's one of my peeves. I know you are trying to keep them alive and it's really busy but if they are well enough to come to the floor then you should give them the decency to be clean when they get there. Getting a dirty patient half into your shift can really make for a messed up afternoon, cuz then you have to stop and clean them up before the hoards of family members come to see them. Minimal visitors and lots of weird smells in the ICU can mask it for ya but, no so on the floor. Plus, I don't feel like I have cared for my patient if they appear dirty or unkempt.
Just that 2 seconds it took for the grandson to thank the nurse can make your whole day seem worthwhile. After all, it's what we need, just for someone to notice that we really do care. After a long day of family in your face, patients being crabby, poor staffing, nurses whining about their assignments, doctors yelling, and your boss not backing you up, it's nice to hear something positive.If we didn't care, we wouldn't do what we do. Just one sincere thank you for a little thing can make it a good day.
We can do it for our co-workers too...let them know if they helped you, tell them you appreciate it. It just might make them have a good day.
Thanks to my favorite nurse for sharing and for caring enough to be the very best....
Non noc nocere.

Heat is on

That's right, the heat is on...33 days over 100 degrees. But, the humidity has still been low, until this past week. The rain and clouds and the wind, it's monsoon season finally. All the native Arizonans are soooo happy, they actually go outside to be in the rain.

I have had a long week, the beginning of the week my patients were great and I went home feeling like I did a great job. Yesterday was a different story...just really had people that got on my nerves. It should be ok for me to not take care of someone if they refuse to help themselves. If you know what you are doing will kill you and you refuse to even try to stop...I should not have to help you or put my taxes toward helping you. I have 2 examples:

A 40ish year old male with chronic back pain and a HUGE family history of heart disease. He has already had stents placed in the not so distant past. He comes to our unit for chest pain and continually leaves the floor to go and get his Pepsi (since we can only give him Shasta colas from our floor stock and that's not good enough)...yeah he comes back with a Pepsi but also smelling of smoke. I repeatedly explain to him why it is unsafe to leave the unit, especially when he complains of sob and chest pain when he returns. He has not stopped smoking since he got his stents. So, he goes to the cath lab and comes back needing a CABG. He has had a cath before, his bedrest is only 4 hours and he is doing everything he can to try to get out of it. Then, he's up smoking in the bathroom. He says it's driving him crazy that he can't be the one who decides when he quits smoking, he wants to go home and set a date for 3 weeks from now or so and then he will be able to quit...wow, can you believe that logic? Not even the reality that he could have a massive MI and die is enough for him to want to stop doing what is killing him. Amazing, he doesn't think enough of his life...I know all you smokers out there are saying..you don't know how it is, it's hard...well, yes I do and yes it is hard but you have to want life more than cigarettes. I don't think the residents of Arizona or the US should have to foot the bill for this guy to have a CABG when he doesn't even want to try to quit smoking.

Do I sound angry, or bitter? I also had a female patient come in with chest pain, she's about 40 years old, also a smoker and morbidly obese. She says she goes to see her primary care doctor every couple of months for her high blood pressure. Her glucose level was well over 300 in the ER as well as her urine being positive for amphetamines and opiates. Her cardiac enzymes are way out of range (her troponin which should be less than 0.01 is 57). So, off to the cath lab she goes, her vessels are so bad they had to go through her brachial and even then they couldn't see all they needed to see..but what they did see was not good. She ended up going home on meds because the chances of her being able to survive the CABG were so slim...this woman is also on disability and she's out there getting high and killing herself by smoking and over eating and generally not taking care of herself. I was really glad that she wanted to go home on the meds, I don't think she'll make it which is pretty dam sad to say for someone so young, but she isn't doing a whole lot to help herself either.
I think that's my message for today, and why we as nurses can get burnt out. If people are out there and they know what they are doing is hurting them, yet they keep doing it, why should I have to try to help them when they won't try to help themselves? Why do we spend millions of dollars on healthcare for people who turn around and continue doing what got them in bad shape to begin with? When does the responsibility get shifted to the patient?
Really glad I got the day off today. Kinda sounds like I needed it huh? Remember non noc nocere.

Computer Crash

So, I had a great day off yesterday, I slept in, I exercised, I got to swim in the pool and enjoy the sunshine. Oh yeah, it's monsoon season...still waiting on some rain. My dog is thrilled that it never rains...she always hated going out when it was wet. Luckily we bought a house with desert landscaping, so, not much water needed there either.
The last day I worked was Tuesday, we really thought it was April 1st not July 1st...I guess we'll call it July fool's day...what a mess. Some how our computer system at the hospital crashed. It started out running really slow when I passed my morning meds...thank goodness it was my second day with these people and they didn't have a ton of meds. I actually got done at about 8:45, and I took a break...yeah I do it when I can because the opportunity doesn't come along too often. By the time I got back there was an irritation in the air. The doctors had started doing their rounds...there was much grumbling and a lot of mouse punishment going on. You know how it is when the computer just isn't responding so you pick up the mouse and slam it on the table a few times to wake it up...yeah it doesn't work people. It's not a real mouse, it's not sleeping, you don't have to wake it up...the problem is in the computer. Maybe I shouldn't tell them that, they'll be slamming the tower against the desk next...lol. So, first it was just taking a really long time for the pages to load, then they are timing out, then you get kicked off, then you can't even sign on to the program so everybody starts rebooting their computers...because communication is sooooo wonderful in the health care field, there have been zero announcements about the computer problems. But, everybody is complaining. Some of the docs are really verbal, " How do they expect me to do my job? None of my patients are going to get discharged today with all this going on, I was going to discharge 10 people now only 4 get to go home." It was getting bad. The we found out it's not just our hospital, it's not just the hospitals that belong to this certain company in the Phoenix area either. They have hospitals in AZ,CO,WY,NV,CA,AK and they are all down...what a nightmare. Plus the hospital where I work has only been live on the computer system for nurses to chart for about a month...so, there are a lot of people not comfortable with it yet. Now they are being asked to go back to paper charting until the computer comes back up....what a headache!!! Thank goodness my patients were angels and didn't need much charting. The issue was completely resolved at about 6pm just before night shift came in. And they got an extra nurse to help them....WHAT????!!!! the problem is solved what do they need an extra body for? Maybe, the band aid might not stick huh? SOOOOOO glad I had a day off yesterday!!!Guess we'll see what happens when I go back tmorrow.
Remember our troops and have a Happy and safe 4th!!!
Non noc nocere.